never embarrassed something about you like.

These line making me smile. It came from “taxi driver wisdom” a lil black book I found on the aksara months ago. i never bought the book cause its expensive (that day), but i will soon. So never embarrassed something I like. Well, actually I have plenty things about things that I do really like, but found it lil bit odd if I compare with what others interest. So instead of doing the popular “25-things-about-me” I rather do this to share my interest.

 ~ I like music. I can’t play music. But ever since we have mtv channel, I just can’t live my life without it. Oh and I used to skip school for mtv special unplugged shows.

~ I like to make my own karina’s-original-soundtrack-of-the-day lists. And today’s ost is, KT Tunstall ~ Universe & U. its been a week, but I still listening to it everyday: D

~ I like durian. I could eat a big whole durian monthong alone. And I can cleave durian skin, without any help since I was in elementary.

~ I like playing detective. I like the activity of spying and binding all information, detail and analyze it.  I always wanted to be a professional detective, just like in the movies.

~ I like sitting for hours in front of my computer. Browsing, photoshoping, arrange my i-tunes, or just playing solitaire. Sometime I just stare at my computer.

~ I like photography. And why this is weird, it’s because I don’t have a camera. But that doesn’t make me stop taking a pictures or just sitting and adoring somebody’s photographs.

~ I like to drink coffee. But I never had the reason like “coffee cures my nerves”, I just don’t have the reason. And I never drink coffee at home.

~ I like movie a lot. Always association the story with my life. And that’s make me become unrealistic sometime. I can watch the same movie for more than twice.

~ I like the concept of balancing life. My friend telling me that I can’t believe on it until 50’s, but I don’t care.

~ I like to bite my nails. And I can’t stand a day without doing it. I always say that I will put the artificial nail when I engage someday, so I can have a beautiful picture of my nails.

~ I like to read a book while I’m on my urges in the bathroom. And I always wanted to have a book shelve on my bathroom.

~ I like a smart line. I used to take a note on my cell, notebook, even on a tissue whenever I saw/hear it.

~ I like smart people. Smart people are the one who can make me laugh all day with just being themselves. And they, actually, don’t have to be smart.

~ I like to breakdown anything into a small piece and then deduced something from it. And that makes me speak “muter-muter”.

~ I like my stupidity girls. Gad,lis,ry. We never are a real BFF. But whenever we get bored with our own life, we could just hangout sometime and talk about everything as if we’re BFF.

~ I like to eat. I eat anything. Seafood, western, asia, Indonesia, bowels, anything as long as they cooked/steamed/baked/grilled it. I never like sushi, ever. And I lost my appetite when I’m in a mood of love.

~ I like the song Secret Garden from Bruce Springsteen. And somehow I felt like I’m Dorothy Boyd in the Jerry MacGuire’s.

~ I like to dress based on my mood. I can be sporty, girly, boyish, but mostly you can see me wearing jeans, sneaker and jacket that I bought from flea market.  

~ I like the personal quote from one of my friend “Jangan percaya jodoh, just believe that you're in love and that you're willing to keep it that way” and somehow I believe on it too.

~ I like the last guy that I went together with. I think his nice and I would like to know more about him. 

ps: i know it's not 25! im just bored :P

about a guy

Gak ngerti kenapa orang suka banget sama twilight. Waktu baca bukunya menurut saya emang romantis sih, macam cowok yang tergila2 sama cewek,..digambarkan si cowok itu ganteng banget, sempurna banget,..dan banget banget lainnya

Jadi gak heran begitu novelnya muncul berseri (plus difilmkan)  semua cewek tiba2 berasa pengan jadi Bella. Well, di filmnya sih, sepertinya emang enak jadi bella itu,..cantik, cerdas, ditaksir sama cowok ganteng yang gak bisa mati, more like lagu lama endless love. Begini nih kata para Bella-Bella wanna be...

“gila yah, gue juga mauk jadi vampire, rela malah demi orang macam Edward”

“bok,..ganteng banget! Gue bahkan gak bakal tidur kalo punya pacar macam Edward”

“I will sell my soul to Lucifer if that’s the only way I can be with him”
”suddenly I saw Edward in my boy friend’s eyes”

‘gak bisa nafas rin, ganteng banget emang Edward itu”

Okay okay,..cukup, sisanya bisa bikin gue makin geleng2 kepala ngedengernya. Buat yang belum tauk edward tuh macam gimana bisa di klik disini EDWARD CULLEN

So, this impossibly beautiful guy betul-betul sudah meracuni pikiran semua cewek, or at least temen-temen perempuan gue. Mereka mulai berhalusinasi pacar-pacar mereka ada si vampire tampan itu, dan mulai membanding-bandingkan,..”kalo si edward dia bakal begini dan begitu … »..un realistic!

Me,..Hypocrite! no, gue gak pernah bilang gue gak mau juga diperlakukan seperti itu. Siapa juga yang gak meleleh diliatin semaleman waktu kita lagi tidur. Or dia tahu musti bilang apa disaat yang tepat. But here’s the thing,…dalam hal ini para pria, punya cara yang berbeda-beda untuk nunjukin mereka cinta or apalah itu namanya, ke perempuan. Dan sometime, hal-hal itu gak masuk dalam kamus “panduan praktis berpacaran: cara-cara romantis dalam memperlakukan pasangan anda”.

Kalo semua cewek mendambakan sempurna macam itu, terus apa kabar dengan cowok-cowok sabar, yang rela duduk lama baca Koran 2 minggu lalu saat si cewek lagi nyalon. Or gimana soal para cowok yang mau duduk manis nemenin kita kaum perempuan nonton chick flick disaat si cowok sebenernya lagi gak enak badan. Or gimana tentang menjaga emosi tetap tenang disaat kita kaum perempuan lagi pms dan ngomel-ngomel gak jelas setiap bulannya.

And this is not about how a guy treats us sebenernya. Lebih kepada melihat hal-hal kecil, yang (seringnya) gak pernah dianggap, atau dilupakan mungkin kalau usia hubungannya udah lama, sebagai suatu hal yang berarti. Well, valentine udah lewat, gak ada salahnya wahai perempuan-perempuan diluar sana, pleased your guy, do something different instead of yelling all the time, make a surprise, or just leave them alone for a day so they can enjoy reading their favorite books or playing soccer with their buddy.

 

good luck

 

...

“I’ll see you soon”

22.07.83

i got tagged from merzy on fb. some posted about our characteritics based from dated of birth. i never belive something like this unless it's good ;)

so check the website, put my dated of birth in the coulumn and klik enter..here's the results:

 

• You are Silver Cheetah, who is intelligent, cheerful and lively. what a great combination, but believe me i do sometime (or always) act in a stupid kindda way, and that's horor!
• You don't like to loose, and are aggressive and tends to give an impression of strong-minded person. i dont like to loose?! well yes, but i find out that we cant always be a winner, and im okay with that. bout the aggresive? :)
• You have an attractive character that is little temperamental and mischievous like fairy. seriously, i can be lil bit temprament and mischievous sometime, i just wondered how come those character can be attractive ..hehhehee
• Your attitude is also agile. hahahhahahh, no comment with that :P
• But because you are a temperamental person, you tend to make a move that is based on your instinct. yes, and sometime (or i have to say 'always') it's fooled me.
• You lack feminine emotion and deepness. Big no no, i'm a born lover, so this is not true :)
• You tend to be rather vein, and have a tendency not to show your own weakness and hence, act strongly . X)
• Therefore, you may suffer from loneliness in your heart. X)
• You are born a hard working person. true :)
• Once you decide on something, you are passionate enough and have a great will-power to risk everything for it. gee! that's true
• But once you loose realistic objective, you have a danger of not knowing where to go. oh God! focus, that's the problem
• You should plan your life on long-term basis of concrete prospect rather than on short-term base. i'll remember this :)
• It may be better if you carry on with your career than to get married. no way! hell no way!
• The way you can make others happy, attracts men. amen :)
• You possess two characters inside you. ahh, that's my alter ego, she's fine, a good girl :P
• One which can calmly observe others, and the other one which can make you passionately obsessed. mhhh, i'm preety worried about the obsessed one :p 

communication

Mr. J : “Ms. K, why u’re offline while im online? (10:56 pm, on offline massage)

Ms.K : “Mr. J, because I thought u’re not online.” (10:24 am, on offline massage)

11:11

“ Don’t let people stand in your way. They’re just people, like you and me.. Well, maybe not like you. I don’t know if I have ever met anyone like you before. 

Caroline, from Untamed Heart (1993)

to a lover, a friend, a reader, whomever;

Explore my mind.  Feel around the darkest corners and all of the hidden nooks. Take your time or do it in a hurry.  Judge me or leave me for question.  Put words on my tongue and thoughts in my eyes.  Do what you will.  Share it with me and I’ll share mine with you.  Hold my hand when this world feels too dark to live in and kiss my demons away.  Or spit on my dreams, I couldn’t care less.  

I still plan to make it and I still plan to love.

talkin to jay

some days we just have to set ourselves down 
remember that there were more good moments 
than not.

not quite sure

a racing heart beat and clammy hands are some of the outward signs

ms. can't sleep

"You know what’s wrong with you? Miss Whoever-you-are? You’re chicken. You’ve got no guts. You’re afraid to stick out your chin and say, ‘Okay, life’s a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that’s the only chance anybody’s got for real happiness.’ You call yourself a free spirit, a ‘wild thing,’ and you’re terrified somebody’s gonna stick you in a cage. Well, baby, you’re already in that cage. You built it yourself. It’s where ever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself "

— Breakfast at Tiffanys

clueless

i desperately wanted to have something to say. 

but my tongue feels like navy knots. 

and the only words i can think of are oil spill double swiss mushroom.

Where Does the Good Go?

look me in the eye, look me in the heart...

i don't mind,..really.

...

Don't

Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.

Mary Kay Ash

more picture

Smile...what the use of crying

I checked out a few things on You Tube.
when "Smile" from Nat king Cole was played on the radio.
and then i remember a guy, who has a absolutely perfect smile,..and sometime im wondering that he look like Robert Downey Jr (bagian ini agak dilebih-lebihkan)..and i remember Robert Downey Jr sang that song...

so, type on search bar,..and find this

Love it!

in reality it won't be matter.

Dreaming of the Osaka sun

pagi-pagi dihari sabtu udah sampe kantor, newsfeed dari FB hopi muncul d postingan lagunya coldplay. wiiiihh lucu banget itu video klip, puppet show version'nya mereka. 

anyway, jadi inget waktu pertama kali album itu muncul, Viva La Vida,..sini boleh unduh gratisan di rapidshare. belum puas juga sini beli kaset (buat dimobil, soalnya mobilnya masih pake kaset), trus beli cd'nya sekalian. norak.bodo.

menurut gue, itu the best album. saking the bestnya, gue dengerin lagu itu siang dan malam, di mobil, kamar, kantor, hp, suffle, sampe ke kamar mandi! selama hampir 3 bulan berturut-turut! they're absolutly rock my life! 

favorite song?!?! hampir semuanya! i just love them, .. so here's one of my favorite song in the album..