tu me manques...

oh how i wish i could just shut my mouth!! but it's pretty relived actually :)

memories

People’s memories are maybe the fuel they burn to stay alive. Whether those memories have any actual importance or not, it doesn't matter as far as the maintenance of life is concerned. They're all just fuel; advertising fillers in the newspaper, philosophy books, dirty pictures in a magazine, a bundle of check. When you feed 'em to the fire, they're all just paper. The fire isn't thinking, to the fire, they're nothing but scraps of paper.

It's the exact same thing. Important memories, not-so-important memories, totally useless memories: there's no distinction—they're all just fuel!

currently listening to this while writing this post

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Leave unsaid unspoken

Eyes wide shut unopened

You and me

Always between the lines

Between the lines

happy events is waiting at his home

Suatu hari saya pernah berjanji untuk menulis di blog dia, namun saya tidak bisa menyanggupi janji saya. Dilain hari, sekali lagi saya berjanji, untuk menulis di ulang tahun dia, dan sekali lagi, saya mengingkari. Bukan saya tidak mau, tapi saya tidak bisa. Saya tidak bisa menulis seapik dia. Dan tidak mempunyai kemampuan bahasa inggris yang memadai untuk menulis sepintar dia. Mungkin hanya ini yg bisa saya ‘tulis’.

Happy birthday cumpret, semoga selalu menjadi teman, rekan kerja, suami dan ayah yang semakin baik setiap harinya :)

and i tend to leave this with my personal touch ;)

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Satu hari seperti hari-hari lainnya saya duduk dikala hujan. Kenapa hujan kali ini terasa hangat, batin saya. Kenapa rasanya ingin berlari dibawah hujan. Kenapa rasanya ingin berteriak kencang. Berteriak entah kepada apa, atau siapa. Bukan salah hujan kalo hari ini saya ingin berteriak kencang. Bukan salah siapa-siapa juga kalo hujan terasa hangat, bukan seperti rasa yg saya inginkan, dingin. Saya masih terduduk diam, memandangi buliran acak hujan dibalik kaca. Berharap dalam hati, hujan datang seperti rasa yang saya inginkan. Dingin, bukan hangat.

life goes easy..on me

Sometimes, all you need is just leaving it blank. In my case, it’s black.

whenever im down...

good pictures boost a good energy :)

too geeks or not too geeks!

lazy Sunday evening. imagine bunch of geeks with different interests, hangout on a place when internet access, a kitchen to make instant noodles, huge ashtray and a freeze coke are available..sounds geeks?!? hell yeah WE ARE!!

• anung, with his instant noodle, and an air soft gun website
• ika, anung's girlfriend,..im not sure what is she doing, but i think she's randomly looked at KASKUS.COM!
• thomas, busy with his coding and flirt sana-sini through his messenger
• ...and hell that's my corner! drolling at the photography website and photoblogs