jumbled thought

tonight there are people who, I believe, had the same problem with me. Couldn't sleep just because they're afraid they might lose moments. 

and they're looking for something that they've never had before, wondering if they'll find and recognize it if they do.

and tonight they're thinking about more important things

and they're wondering.

if they can keep it, if they find it and if what they get what they wanted, and they're wondering if what they want is what they really need.

and they're wondering what will happen if they find what they really want, what they really need and they lose it.

will they ever be able to forget or to forgive themselves?